Krivnja / Guilt

OK... oboje ponekad to poželimo, ali nećemo to učiniti da ne bismo pokvarili naš odnos… A zašto misliš da je loše prijeći na 'ono'? Voliš nekoga, slijedi i fizika i sve super i odjednom – krivnja… otkud to? A oboje imamo taj poriv… Možda, možda... možda je to tako jer smo tako naučili... jer se tako nešto očekuje… ... ali ne mora biti tako… ... ponekad dolazi do krivih prespajanja u mozgu.... ... i do nesporazuma s drugima ili samim sobom… ... ja opet želim biti malo bliže... ... i ja bih tebe rado mazio i pazio… ... ali znam da je ovako bolje… ne bismo bili ovako otvoreni i lakše bismo se posvađali da smo bliže, a možda bismo napravili i neku glupost… ... kao, na primjer? ... živjeli 'normalnim' životom???

OK… both of us sometimes would like that, but we will not do it lest spoiling our relationship… And, why do you think it is bad to do ‘it’? You love someone, the next step is physical relation and everything is great and suddenly – guilt… from where it comes? And both of us have that impetus… Maybe, maybe… maybe we have learned it so… because something like that is expected… … but it has not to be like that… … sometimes there are false brain junctions… … and missunderstandings with each other or the self… … again I want to be little closer… … me too, I would like to dandle and keep you… … but I know, it is better like that… we would not be so open and we would spat easier if we were closer; and maybe we would make some stupidity… … such is what? … to live ‘normal’ life???