Odluke / Decisions

Rekao si da 'samo o tebi ovisi kako će se naša veza razvijati'. Onda ću ja, nakon toga, odlučiti što ću s tim? To hoćeš reći? Da, da, Što ti hoćeš od mene? Da ja tebi kažem bilo što, a ti si trenutno u drugom filmu, nisam ja. TI si u svojim obavezama, koje isključuju mene, a ne ja. Ja ne mogu doći tebi i reći 'izvoli se predomisli, zato što ja tako hoću'. Jer ja nemam pravo na to. Ja si bar tako to doživljavam. Bez obzira što ja mislila, pričala ili željela, vezano s tobom, TI NISI u situaciji da sad možeš biti sa mnom. Ja ne mogu sam tako ušetat. OK? Jap. Jel dovoljno dobro? Dovoljno dobro što? Pa, jel dovoljno dobar moj razlog zašto JA čekam da TI nešto kažeš?

You told that ‘only you are the factor of developing our relationship’. Then I will, after that, decide what I will do with that? That you wanted to say? Yes, yes. What do you want from me? To say anything, but you are in that position, not me. YOU have your commitment, which not includes me, and not me. I cannot come to you and say ‘You have to change yourself because I want this’. I have no right for this. Actually, I see things like this. No matter I could think, talk or want with you, YOU ARE NOT in situation that you can be with me. I cannot walk in like that. OK?    Yup. Is this good enough? Good enough what? Well, Is that reason good enough why I am waiting that YOU say something?